memoir: "always a complicated person"

memoir: "always a complicated person"

Separately from getting caught up in fighting on Less Wrong, I think
I've been self-deceiving about fitting in time to finish this §?
(Because it hurts to confront the part where I'm fighting Big Yud.)
The fact that I wrote committed this today is a good sign that I'm
facing the reality (even if a lot of the day's wordcount isn't "real"
because it's Discord blockquotes, and even part of the text that
isn't, is edited from Discord logs with Scott).