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@@ -131,3 +131,5 @@ https://link.springer.com/epdf/10.1007/s10508-022-02359-8?sharing_token=jzX6q1NA
 https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s10508-022-02359-8
 
 https://sillyolme.wordpress.com/2022/06/27/no-women-are-not-autogynephilic/
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+https://aella.substack.com/p/everyone-has-autogynephilia

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@@ -38,6 +38,8 @@ _ more examples of Yudkowsky's arrogance
 
 
 far editing tier—
+_ as an author and a critic, I expect to lose status when my critics make good points, and expect to gain status when my criticism makes good points; communism analogy: you wouldn't expect credibly helpful work to be unpaid; and I have to make this kind of analysis even he didn't _say_ "I'm a communist"
+_ hate for secrecy probably correlates with autogynephilia blogging
 _ mention Said rigor check somewhere, nervousness about Michael's gang being a mini-egregore
 _ at some point, speculate on causes of brain damage
 _ the "reducing negativity" post does obliquely hint at the regression point being general ("Let's say that the true level of negativity"), does that seriously undermine my thesis, or does it only merit a footnote?
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 Greg Egan's "Closer" (1992) predicted language models, and seemed wild at the time
 
 The text of _Inadequate Equilibria_ is more modest than his rhetorical marketing blunder
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+and the BOTZ ETF I bought in 2020 has a -27.57% unrealized loss! awesome!!
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+Katie also asked "MTF?" when I told her about the Sasha disaster!!
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+27 Feb 2019: Ben playing Bad Cop, Sarah playing good cop, me as plantiff/puppydog/victim (not as a coordinated strategy; that's just how our personalities are)
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+ideological-drivenness—
+http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2012/11/speaking-of-addiction/
+http://zackmdavis.net/blog/2012/11/egoism-as-defense-against-a-life-of-unending-heartbreak/
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+I assume starting a detransition market would be not-OK
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@@ -3190,3 +3190,8 @@ https://richardhanania.substack.com/p/a-psychological-theory-of-the-culture
 
 I don't think it makes sense to group together male puberty and administered testosterone HRT as "testosterone puberty"
 
+https://bprice.substack.com/p/trans-is-something-we-made-up
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+Oh, this was also on 18 February 2021 (same day as my comment about SneerClub); maybe the conjunction of the two made me more salient
+https://twitter.com/zackmdavis/status/1362555980232282113
+> Oh, maybe it's relevant to note that those posts were specifically part of my 21-month rage–grief campaign of being furious at Eliezer all day every day for lying-by-implicature about the philosophy of language? But, I don't want to seem petty by pointing that out! I'm over it!